today, i feel like a failure.
my pants feel too tight. my eyes feel droopy, and so do i, for that matter.
i have GOT to snap myself out of whatever funk i am in. i wake up indifferent to the day, sit like a zombie at work, perfunctorily doing my job, and go home weary. but then! then. i get home and am greeted by my wonderful roommates, who no matter how weird i feel, never fail to make me laugh.
i know i am the only one holding myself back. i know i am responsible for my happiness. i know. only, knowing does not directly correlate to doing.
how do i give myself a kick in the butt? and how do i cut myself some slack? is it possible to do both at the same time? help.